Poetry to my soul

So just to mix it up a little, I thought I'd include some of my poetry on here. It's nothing special, more cathartic than anything. Enjoy

The Journey of a Broken Heart

A heart breaks and so many feelings are felt.

Love, anger, sorrow, disappointment.

The emotions you can’t control; that come streaming out of you at any moment.

A memory, a look, a familiar road, all trigger these emotions.

One minute you’re fine, enjoying the beautiful, wonderful new world you’ve been brought into.

A world where you can be free and return to yourself.

The person you use to be.

The next, your crying tears of hate and sadness; tears that never seem to stop.

Tears then when put under a microscope could explain so much.

So much hurt and reject that it takes over the scope, enveloping you within it.

Lives that were twisted together so tight, it was hard to see the difference

Now are lying on the floor, wrenched and ragged and utterly exhausted.

Then one moves.

It slowly, but surely moves on, while the other is left lying dead.

So broken that it never knows if it can be repaired.

Left to stay in that state till something has enough heart to fix it.

When that miracle comes along, don’t let go of it.

Cherish and embrace it.

Praise it for its heart and strength

Then get back to it, and be yourself again.

Remember the past as only a memory, neither great nor horrible

Just something that happened that gave you the experiences you had today.

The feeling of moving on will surely come to you too

And when it does, live in it.

Young Girl

Lost wondering a young girl looks for help
But her small, contained world sees no end
No sign to show her safety
Of what she fears
Wanting to speak, but no words can escape
That hold placed here
Regret, that’s all she feels
For the choices that lead her here
World titled around, like a snowglobe
That contains her
Trying to break the glass, but to no avail
Round and round she goes
Playing with her tears
Falls upon an answer
But skins her knee
There is always something she must give
To find her peace
Some blood
A friend
Anything she can mistreat
Wondering where her life has gone, she sits an ponders in the snow
Reminiscing about the times when she would glow
Shaken up in this trap of solitude
Fearing the worst, she thinks it through in her head
The consequences of these thoughts scare her
But the thought of her not, scares her more
We will never know what will become of her
She has gone away
To find an adventure
One she doesn’t fear.

Hope doesnt wait

You get my hopes up
You lead me astray
You’ll say ill be there for you
Then one day
Gone
Don’t give me false hopes
Your leading me on
This harmless game your playing
Just wont work
I’m over the nights where I sit by my computer and wait
I see you having fun
Enjoying you time
As you let the clock tick
Past the time
The time where you promised you’d be there for me
The time you said you’d sure be there
I cant stand this feeling you know
Its drives me crazy from my head to my toes
Im through waiting
Never again will I
Never again…will I wait for you.